And in the beginning, my lungs had too much air in them, whenever you were near, like I could never breathe out enough. And in the end, my throat closed, whenever you were far, like I could never breathe in again.
I can't wait to be in Germany with Johanna but the closer it gets to december the more scared I am of being away.
realizing I won’t be able to wake up on christmas morning beside Justin, or give him a Kiss when we start the new year… But i need this. I need this. I need this. I dont want to be gone from him for so long again. the summer was hard enough.